There are various sides to me. I have different personalities at different times, places and with different people. Most regular people do have different attitudes and behavior with different people but I am unique. Hello, I am Athiq and welcome to my ever act changing world. Firstly, there is school. Past the last three years, I have been acting really mad and childish. Some of my friends would have said that I act like an idiotic. Some I do not show my original side of being childish because I know the way they are going to react.
The people who get to see the real me every day apart from my family are my really close cousins who are my age, and I can tell you right know that there aren’t that many people in the world who I would act myself in front of. I do not act like a small kid, I am kid. I am quiet forgetful sometimes, “forgetful and no memory strength” would be the term my mum would use. However, I think differently. I only forget things, which do not sound like a big deal to me. But my dad makes the smallest mistake sound as if it cost the world.
The way I get past these problems is by thinking positive, I try not to let others decide the person I should be. Because I think this does not mean that I am ignorant. I listen to people, take in account what they say and see if I can improve an aspect of myself. I try to balance things out, I try to see and understand things through different views in a conflict and attempt to find a reasonable solution, I will admit if I am in the wrong. I try my best to be Mr. Right sometimes, not to be selfish, convey an act of honesty. My greatest passion is to see Chelsea FC play live. Chelsea is the team that I support.
I believe without a doubt that they are the undisputed champions not in the game but also in the heart. Chelsea have all the qualities and requirements a successful team needs. My best player is Jimmy Floyd Hasslbank. I think that he is fabulous. Without a doubt the ultimate goal scoring machine. His shots are like rockets, they rip through the hands of the keeper as if the balls on fire. Hasslbank is a gigantic part of the team despite just being signed at the start of this season. Jimmy Floyd Hasslbank, the miracle man. School is a part of my life, which I am sure, will be a success.
I am producing work of high standard. I am not being big headed but I believe that there is not one subject where a teacher or I can say that I can not achieve an A-C pass. I am not top, neither am I loser in any of my classes. I have total faith in myself. My main aim in my schooling courier is very ambitious, I wish to achieve seven A*s at the end of yr. 11. Three people have done their GCSE’s in my family this year and they have topped up their whole year group. They managed to achieve seven A*s and unbelievable marks. I feel that I will have to live up to their standard, at least try to reach their boots.
If I don’t get anywhere near their standard, I will have this part of my life which I will look back on with disappointment. After school, I am looking forward to college. I want to go to a college where there are mixed races. In Swanlea, the majority of students are bengali. This effects me allot. Most of the bengali students think that they are tough and pick on the other students of a different origin. When I see this happening, I have strong urges to intervene and give a piece of my mind to the bully. However, unfortunately at the time of the incidence I am held back due to fear.
A mixed college will help me experience life with people of other origins, study their way of life and I get to see what it is like to have different kind of friends. In college, I will like to study economics and politics because I am very interested in money and how this country is run. I will like to understand the corridors of power. I am very confused about my ambition in life. I do not know what I want to be when I grow up. I do not know if I want to end up in an office or moving around a lot. When I was young, I wanted to be a scientist. I used to love science.
I wanted to be famous man who used chemistry to help the world to find a new antidote. My mind changed several times past the last four years. Once I wanted to be an astronomer. I wanted to study the galaxy, know how the galaxy works. Know I do not know what I want to be when I grow up. I feel that it is important for everybody to have an aim in their life so they can work towards that aim while they are still young. Athiq is a very good boy. Always listening, paying one hundred percent attention, puts his hands up whenever he is confused and not shy to speak up and say he does not know how to do this.
He is one of the mature students in the year group. He does not come up with any stupid remarks or say anything silly like; “My ink has run out”. If you wanted anything done then you could count on Athiq. He pushes himself hard to achieve his goal and sometimes goes even further. He is very helpful as well; whenever somebody else has a problem with his or her work the wonder student would save me the trouble and let me get on with other important things. I have taught Athiq for two and a half years and I personally believe that Athiq has gone from strength to strength not just in maths, but in his attitude, behavior and effort.
He is a delight to have around in the class. He is one of those students that all teachers love to have around in the class, a gem that everybody wants to get their hands on. I am not sure what he thinks of himself but I can guarantee that if Athiq persists in the way he is now he will reach his objective in life. Athiq has a big package waiting for him, it is slowly unraveling each day as he moves on a step, and one day he will be the happiest man in the world. I hear that Athiq is doing weopi0pll in school. In primary school, he got top marks in his year six exams, which made me proud to say that my son had aced his exams.
Now I am starting to think that he is going downhill. He comes home late sometimes without even notifying me. He keeps on saying that as long as he doesn’t come home before six I’ve got nothing to worry about however I still think that he should notify me. His year nine report put me at ease. It was one less worry in my life. The report was fascinating. I have heard he is doing well in school, he is almost excellent in all his subjects. I am very proud. His school life is good. At home, he has some minor problems though. As I am his mother, I see it more often then anybody else.
He is really forgetful. If you tell him to fetch, a glass of water, he would go to fetch the water, come back in about a minute with nothing in his hand. Sometimes he acts like his little two-year-old brother. How is he meant to set examples for his younger brother when he acts even worse in some cases? He even starts wrestling with him. He runs around the house with his brother like a mad man. He really rocks the house down sometimes. The bad side of him, which pins out all the time is that he has no will power what so ever in saving money.
I know he wants to save, however his will power is like telling a monkey to stay away from a banana which is just a stretch away. When he comes home he just chucks his shoes off and does not bother placing them on the rack properly. He might say that he does, which I do admit he does, but only sometimes. He needs to get more Organized. Athiq gets along with me really well, well most of the time we get along. Nearly everyday, whenever we sit together in any lesson, you will catch us in the middle of an argument. Mainly the argument is about the same thing, Liverpool and Chelsea. I think that Athiq is a glory hunter.
Two years back, he used to support Manchester United. And when Blackburn took the top spot away from Manchester Athiq changed to Chelsea who were on a hot streak of winning cups more faster then a bullet. After arguing with Athiq for at least three years I am very experienced with Athiq’s tactics in debates, you can trust me, he is no loser. He is one of the best actually, even better when he argues about something he believes is right and serious. He has the gift; the gift to make something so insane as losing 5-0 sound descent, especially whenever Chelsea is the defeated team.
However his gift and many other talents cannot guide him when he is a proper mess, this is the part when he starts saying things really stupid and keeps on saying, “So”. If this part of his tactics is not working then he tries his best to lead my mind away from the topic and into something else. I do not know how he does it, yet he does manage to do it without me noticing. In the past three years, I have seen Athiq as a mad man plus a boffin. He used to be big headed and showed off a lot. He wanted to be top, but fortunately he was not, God knows how he would have acted if he really was all it.
However, he has made a vast improvement to his behavior and attitude. It is much easier to sit next to him now without the anxiety of being pestered. Infact, I like arguing with him now. He is much more logical, and does not sound like an idiot. I get to prove my point and get it through to him. Despite the big attitude change Athiq has not lost his ever ending qualities in every aspect you look at him. He is great the way he is now. All I have to do now is to keep my fingers crossed ad hope he does not change back to the old Athiq.